The Recovering Suicide and Loves Labour Lost

A poem wot I writ this morning! 😆 I have no idea of whether it’s good or bad. I have no plan, no rhyme reason or meter, I just write. I...

Day 2 of feeling very down. I haven’t been like this for weeks and have generally been on the up albeit with a few hiccups. The docs...

Always try and be honest and document my days so I and others can remember what it’s like to have good and bad days. EUPD is awful. One...

It’s funny and tragic how some things turn out isn’t it. All these children with hopes and dreams, a blank canvas for whatever they can...

It’s another late night or early morning. My dreams have been horrible of late, awful nitemares that are very vivid and stay with me for...

I’m doing really well. I’m working hard on myself and my behaviours. I’m beginning to understand why I am who I am and how I will...

Happy Survivor day!! 2 years ago today I was hanging from a rafter by an electrical cord with 80% oxygen saturation. A few minutes more...

Here I am coffee in hand from @midgarcoffee served by a gorgeous young lady! I am in the Quaker meeting house, in Bury St Edmunds, a...

I’m going to be posting on occasion but for now just little snippets for those that need a pep talk! Luck didn’t get me this far. I did!!...

So that’s me all trimmed back to pre lockdown look! Feels very refreshing but wasn’t brave enough to take it right back to the skin!!...

One minute you’re up the next you’re down. Memories buried long ago surface to remind you of the mistakes you made, the wrong roads you...

The decision to end your life happens over months years. The actual act takes seconds. Taking your life doesn’t mean you want to die but...

This is me. I don’t care for your ideas about who I am. I know who I am now. It’s taken me 54 years to get to a place where I can say I...

An introverted and introspective couple of days. They come and then go, the going seems slightly easier as I move further away from my...

I’ve been diagnosed with EUPD and I can now start to see it for what it is. In the morning I was on top form, making all the ladies laugh...

I tick every single box and then some. To those that I’ve hurt in the past because of my reactions/ overreactions, my inappropriate...

It’s so unfair to suffer like this. All I ever wanted was to be normal. To be married have a stable job and holidays twice a year. What I...