DougAug 19, 20201 min readGod give me StrengthAnother tune that says it all. Apart from wanting anyone to hurt as bad as I have been. The most excellent Elvis Costello and Burt...
DougAug 16, 20201 min readAnother blog coming soon!!I have loads to talk about but I’ve been so busy I haven’t had time! I’ll try and do some writing tomorrow morning. Until then here’s a...
DougAug 16, 20201 min readLate for the Skyhttps://youtu.be/rvBhFc0BSjI All the words had all been spoken And somehow the feeling still wasn't right And still we continued on...
DougAug 12, 20201 min readA little walk.Stowmarket is a town full of contrasts. On my walk this evening I have smelt the stale cooking fat emanating from the local Wetherspoons....
DougAug 12, 20203 min readA minor wobble!Yesterday I had a wobble, a minor one but a wobble nonetheless. They come and go when I least expect them. One minute I am feeling on top...
DougAug 10, 20202 min readMoving on Up!I’m getting better and better everyday. There are occasions when I find myself wasting my time and emotions on people and events that...
DougAug 9, 20201 min readAm I Dead?3 days without a blog when I used to write 3 blogs in a morning! What has happened? Have I finally run out of words? Am I recovered? Have...
DougAug 6, 20201 min readIve been Quiet of LateHello everyone. After a few bad days I feel like Ive gone up another level. The graph is rising towards the top and it seems like I am...
DougAug 3, 20204 min readA Good Man Deserves Another ChanceI believe that I have lived a good life. I have made huge mistakes where relationships are involved and Ive made some disastrous...
DougAug 1, 20201 min readPanic. Don’t panicHere is how anxiety and depression and panic can ruin your day. I had got up yesterday and was feeling very good and optimistic for a...
DougJul 31, 20205 min readGrains of Sand.....No sleeping pills so only a broken sleep of about 5 hours last night. So Im writing about Part 4 of CHIME at 4 in the morning. I can...
DougJul 30, 20203 min readFair to middling and Great Escape No3So my ‘mediocre day turning into a wobble’ has progressed to a ‘not bad’ level. Went into Diss and bagged a few bargains including a...
DougJul 30, 20204 min readA Tug of WarToday is a mediocre day bordering on a wobble! A few weeks ago I spent hours going through all of my pictures on my phone, my laptop and...
DougJul 29, 20203 min readToday is a good day to live!In the same vein as my ‘stream of consciousness’ posts, on my walk today I have taken pictures of the places that we used to visit or...
DougJul 29, 20201 min readMoving onEnd of an era and a great time in my life. I owned Little Blue for 9 months until I was rear ended at 40mph! We traveled all over the...
DougJul 28, 20203 min readI remember.....Someone said yesterday that my last blog on the loss of the one I love, was a ‘stream of consciousness’. I have to agree. It was...
DougJul 28, 20204 min readI was once in film Daahling!Enough on my mental health for the moment. Here I will regale you with tales of my life in film. In a never before told story I spill the...
DougJul 27, 20204 min readI am ill not mad.I have found out who really loves me over the past few months. Those true friends who realised that I needed help and gave it without...
DougJul 25, 20201 min readAbsolutely no progress!!Absolutely no progress......!! Three days of doing nothing at all. I’m determined to make today a better one despite what my heart tells me.
DougJul 25, 20206 min readIdentityThe third initial in CHIME. Identity. I thought writing about Hope was going to be the most difficult but this one is extremely...