The Recovering Suicide and Loves Labour Lost

Under docs orders I’d weaned myself of mirtazapin over the past 2 weeks. Unfortunately the past few days I have felt myself slipping...

The title of this blog not only deals with suicide but love. So, I make no apologies for this final letter to my lost love. I explained...

Yesterday was a great day. Amongst other things I’ve ditched mirtazapine ( doctors orders). Discovered I can get into a 32 waist jean. I...

So what have I been doing today? With the help of my long suffering best pal Kerry, I have moved the furniture around in the flat. We...

No matter how much I try to forget her, I can’t, at least not yet. I think this photo says it all......

Three months ago today I tied a noose around my neck and tried to kill myself. I must say that I have in that time, become a different...

Another great photo session with Jo Kelly Ginger Snaps Photography. It seems I am becoming more confident again after the past disastrous...

I’ve just come out of my meeting with my psychiatrist Dr S and V, my support worker. I have had the most wonderful support from all of...

I think that this is what I’ve been trying to say since it ended. I’m still crying after reading this.

I dreamt about her last night. It seems I cannot even escape her in my sleep. It wasn’t a pleasant dream either. She showed such...

https://youtu.be/lrcNnIV6FV8 I think I am almost ready to say goodbye to her and move forward into another different life. I won’t write...

Yet again I haven’t written any meaningful blogs. But does every single blog have to have meaning or a lesson? I don’t think so. Over the...

I had an amazing day today with Jo at Ginger Snaps photography. 3 changes of clothes and 1200 pics in 2 hours is going some. A bit...

I’ve tried to keep not only a written record of the past few months but also a pictorial one. Not only am I a different person mentally...

I’m on the up again. Seems I’m not ready to come off one of my pills. I managed to get out again last night to do some shopping. It seems...

Some days are great but since Monday I’ve been struggling a bit. Under doctors orders I’m trying to come off one of my happy pills. I...

I can pretend. I can pretend that someday she will read my story. I can pretend that there will be a moment of startling clarity and she...

I did say that I was going to write another blog but again I have been too busy! I have been painting props and yet again I’m in...