I did say that I was going to write another blog but again I have been too busy! I have been painting props and yet again I’m in Herefordshire with Elisaveta Chris and Ryan and his lovely daughter and brother. This time I took Kerry with me and together we managed to build two more bunks and a wall for the set. We also went into Leominster and trawled through the charity shops and numerous antique centres and grabbed a few bargains.
There are two things I haven’t had in months..... sex and potatoes. I can safely say that after eating a baked potato today I’ve missed them more than anything! Lashings of butter and tuna mayonnaise topped it off. What a pure simple pleasure it is to just eat something so delicious as a baked potato!
Kerry kindly took some pictures that I can use for my extra and acting work until I can get some done professionally, although she’s done a top job with these I think! Painting on set tomorrow then home for Sunday tea.
In other news....... although I have my bad days where I think of my past, they are gradually being outweighed by good days. That’s not to say I don’t falter during those good days. I plough on and try and appreciate the moment I am inhabiting not the past or the future. My anger issues are receding. 2 road rage incidents and neither caused by me! I was very polite as I watched a young woman swearing and gesticulating at me. I felt sorry for the three young kids in the car. That used to be me I thought to myself as I smiled at her and drove away slowly.....
I’ve now seen a psychologist and waiting for the report on me after it’s discussed with clinicians and still waiting to hear about my brain anomaly! All in all I’m heading upwards at a slow and steady pace. Physically I’m still losing weight and putting on muscle. I do weights every day and try and walk at least three miles a day.
So dear friends, things are looking good! I’ve made mistakes over the years both with myself and other people. I’m addressing as much as I can and I now intend on wringing as much as I can out of life before my time runs out!
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