DougNov 1, 20221 min readAnother poem. Lost Part 1.A poem wot I writ this morning! 😆 I have no idea of whether it’s good or bad. I have no plan, no rhyme reason or meter, I just write. I...
DougJul 4, 20221 min readDay the secondDay 2 of feeling very down. I haven’t been like this for weeks and have generally been on the up albeit with a few hiccups. The docs...
DougJul 3, 20221 min readHell is…..Always try and be honest and document my days so I and others can remember what it’s like to have good and bad days. EUPD is awful. One...
DougJun 30, 20221 min readBlank CanvasIt’s funny and tragic how some things turn out isn’t it. All these children with hopes and dreams, a blank canvas for whatever they can...
DougJun 12, 20221 min readAn anniversaryHappy Survivor day!! 2 years ago today I was hanging from a rafter by an electrical cord with 80% oxygen saturation. A few minutes more...
DougMay 30, 20221 min readSnippet 1. LuckI’m going to be posting on occasion but for now just little snippets for those that need a pep talk! Luck didn’t get me this far. I did!!...
DougJan 24, 20221 min readA reminderOne minute you’re up the next you’re down. Memories buried long ago surface to remind you of the mistakes you made, the wrong roads you...
DougDec 31, 20211 min readHappy New Year!I’ve come a long way in 18 months. Who would’ve believed that since that awful time I’ve had a leading role in 2 films, been featured in...
DougOct 14, 20211 min readI’m a winnerThe decision to end your life happens over months years. The actual act takes seconds. Taking your life doesn’t mean you want to die but...
DougSep 27, 20211 min readI am what I am!This is me. I don’t care for your ideas about who I am. I know who I am now. It’s taken me 54 years to get to a place where I can say I...
DougJul 30, 20211 min readEUPDI tick every single box and then some. To those that I’ve hurt in the past because of my reactions/ overreactions, my inappropriate...
DougJul 11, 20211 min readNormal?It’s so unfair to suffer like this. All I ever wanted was to be normal. To be married have a stable job and holidays twice a year. What I...