DougAug 3, 20221 min readAnxietyToday I’ve been mostly learning about anxiety. After the mornings session I realised I have been living my life in a constant state of...
DougJul 20, 20221 min readRootsToday in Bury St Edmunds on my WAVES course. Today is probably the most uncomfortable I’ve felt as it’s about relationships. I have 4...
DougJul 3, 20221 min readHell is…..Always try and be honest and document my days so I and others can remember what it’s like to have good and bad days. EUPD is awful. One...
DougJun 30, 20221 min readBlank CanvasIt’s funny and tragic how some things turn out isn’t it. All these children with hopes and dreams, a blank canvas for whatever they can...
DougJun 27, 20221 min readNitemareIt’s another late night or early morning. My dreams have been horrible of late, awful nitemares that are very vivid and stay with me for...
DougJun 22, 20221 min readIm awesome!I’m doing really well. I’m working hard on myself and my behaviours. I’m beginning to understand why I am who I am and how I will...
DougJun 12, 20221 min readAn anniversaryHappy Survivor day!! 2 years ago today I was hanging from a rafter by an electrical cord with 80% oxygen saturation. A few minutes more...
DougMar 16, 20221 min readWAVESFirst day of my long awaited WAVES course. It’s designed for those living with EUPD / BPD. You have to decide to change and I’m...