Today in Bury St Edmunds on my WAVES course. Today is probably the most uncomfortable I’ve felt as it’s about relationships. I have 4 serious relationships with women I truly loved with all my heart. Unfortunately my mental health problems affected every single one. I was selfish, unfaithful, confused lonely depressed insular uncommunicative and morose. I had my good moments but I sabotaged every relationship I was in. So, it’s time to learn, to change things, to learn about self and who I am and what I want to be. These destructive behaviours can be unlearnt but like anything worthwhile it takes time determination and strength. My relationship tree…… my constants…. My growing leafs and leafs that have fallen to the ground to teach me, feed me and in some cases warn me. Some I have grown myself and some I have cut away. My roots are my family #eupd #strength #bpd #mentalhealth #relationships #id #selfloveIn other news new boots!! #boots #relationship #family #mentalhealth #eupd #waves #suffolkmind
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