Well…… guess where I am! I’ve cleaned my bedroom out…. Had a coffee in a wonderful church and now I’m back at Spoons for a cheeky couple of Doombars! Another cheat day I’m afraid that’s 2 in a row this week but wth!! Maybe I’ll starve myself next week. Football tonight and I don’t think Liverpool will win…., after that I’m going to watch Obi Wan Kenobi!
I will have to ask for your forbearance as I’m writing a load of nonsense atm. Nothing I’ve written the past few days shows anything apart from a vast improvement in my mental state. Whether that’s anything to do with the alcohol I’m not sure but it’s bloody brilliant!! I’m really feeling great. I only wish that my optimism would rub off on everyone. It’s taken me just over two years to get to where I am. I have never fought so hard as I have. It’s taken everything I’ve got to firstly survive, learn and then begin to thrive again. I know many people read my blog and I hope that it helps you on your own journey of self discovery. I am living proof that anything is possible. I cannot begin to describe how low I was, the sheer bloody mindedness required to get up and carry on no matter how awful I felt. Tell yourself everyday that you are;
Brave
Beautiful
Worth knowing
Courageous
That’s Doug’s lesson for the day. I’m not drunk I love everybody and I wish everyone nothing but peace love and light.
Never could drink beer. Dunno why, just didn't taste right to me. Just glad to hear the positive happiness in you x
I found Doom Bar not bitter enough for me. I prefer St Austell Brewery's Tribute or better yet Proper Job. Hey if you are feeling normal I am just going to talk beer 😉