I have heard rumours that my blog contains derogatory remarks about R. Whoever has started that ridiculous nonsense hasn’t read it. In 200 blogs in what must be hundreds of thousands of words I have written about R with nothing but love and remorse. If you care to read the title of the blog the clue is there for all to see.
I believe there is love shown throughout my writings whether it be prose or poetry. Sure, there’s confusion and a deep sense of sadness and loss, but that’s because my heart is broken and I still miss her desperately.
I am suffering from PTSD, anxiety and panic attacks but above all it’s depression and EUPD. I haven’t even begun to study it yet and I’m still waiting to get on a course called Waves. I think there is a hell of a waiting list!
In other news. I have been extremely busy! I now have 2 leading roles under my belt and lots of extra work coming in. The latest is as a henchman in The Nevers!! This is an awesome series on HBO and it’s steampunk Victorian sci fi. Just up my street, I have three days filming in that and the costume is a work of art!! Work continues to come in and I’m now being choosy. I’m looking to get some acting classes soon and there’s a stage combat course I’d like to sign up to. I’ve decided to give acting and film work a dam good go. It’s worth a try!!
To those people seeking to damage me further and despite everything, I would go back to her tomorrow.
I've read every one. At no time have you been derogatory towards her. Whoever is saying that you have is just a sad twisted troublemaker. I'm only too aware of what she meant and continues to mean but you must try to carry on with your life. Work is coming in all the time ,you have plans to put into action . Nobody wants you to go backwards, you've come too far in your journey. Forwards only now